I lost my heart
The busy schedule today is suffocating.You got pissed with me.
Cause I couldn't spend time with you.
Cause you are a chocolate martini.
Cause I am an untrustworthy bitch.
We quarrelled.
I cried.
So is this indeed the break up season?
I hope not.
One last chance.
Just a song that is really meaningful and made a connection tonight:
Foolish Games
You took your coat off and stood in the rain
You were always crazy like that
I watched from my window
Always felt I was outside looking in on you
You were always the mysterious one with dark eyes and careless hair
You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather
Well in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see
This is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees
These foolish games are tearing me apart
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
You were always brilliant in morning
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee
You philosophies on art, Baroque moved you
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar
You'd teach me of honest things
Things that were daring, things that were clean
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean
So I hid my soiled hands behind my back
Somewhere along the line I must've gone off track with you
Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody who gave a damn, somebody more like myself
These foolish games are tearing me apart
You're tearing me, tearing me, tearing me apart
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
You took off your coat and stood in the rain
You were always crazy like that
posted by dree @ 01:52
1 Comments:
Tears fell for me as well. I'm sorry if all of this is causing you so much pain. I couldn't get to sleep last night or rather, this morning and I feel totally smashed (as in, wasted) right now. Tossing and turning in bed the whole morning I was walking up and down memory lane and I sealed up most of the unhappy stuff to put it at the back of the mind, where hopefully, I can discard it over time. I don't know why, your blog was the first place I wanted to come to when it was time to get up. No, not because I want to see how much you're hurt but because it's a place where hopefully, I can connect with you. Such quarrels are few and rare but they also deal the most damage. I'm sorry I was insensitive with words this morning and chose to let my frustrations get the better of me. I don't know how I'm going to survive today. It's going to be the hardest day of the week... I really don't know how I'm going to.
- A mentally, physically drained bf who has to crawl up at 5am; managed to laze in bed till 6.
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