Saturday, October 14, 2006

Twisted

Today was a bad day for me. Most things turn out wrong and bad towards the end of the day.

Bad enough. To make me react badly, to push me down.

I remembered how I was last time, if my day gets badly screwed up like this. I'll screw it up even more. Do things that are bad to feel better. Ironic. But it works. And probably still does.

Maybe now with life more settled and peaceful and so-called normal, I am reacting better. Maybe sometimes it's really good and important to have someone close to your heart. Someone who will promise to be there for you.

Maybe I was wrong about how rather pointless it is to have someone. Perhaps it really does have a real point.

Perhaps, I am being good for you.

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