Drowned
It's been yet another gruelling week for me. Been really sick the past few days. The stomach flu was really killing me. It got so bad that I couldn't help but just sleep through my day and night. Thank goodness I am so much better now. I can eat the tasty food. I even had my cold cut trio sub today with the band peeps.
YUMMY~!Truly pampered with food. And truly appreciate my wellness. :D
The schedule is crazy next week (and probably for the rest of the school). But I've got this craving for a tan
again! Watching my tan fade away slowly day by day, basking in the sun sounds like a fantastic idea. Sipping cocktails while reading some bimbotic magazines! That's life man! Don't you agree? :P
BUT! Maybe not.
Perhaps, I'll just do more schoolwork, work on presentations, assignments, revise and spend time pampering my s/o. Which sounds kinda good as well. Then I'll have more time for the rest of the week.
Decisions, decisions.
Drowning our lives away.
I lost my heart
The busy schedule today is suffocating.
You got pissed with me.
Cause I couldn't spend time with you.
Cause you are a chocolate martini.
Cause I am an untrustworthy bitch.
We quarrelled.
I cried.
So is this indeed the break up season?I hope not.
One last chance.
Just a song that is really meaningful and made a connection tonight:
Foolish Games
You took your coat off and stood in the rain
You were always crazy like that
I watched from my window
Always felt I was outside looking in on you
You were always the mysterious one with dark eyes and careless hair
You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather
Well in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see
This is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees
These foolish games are tearing me apart
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
You were always brilliant in morning
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee
You philosophies on art, Baroque moved you
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar
You'd teach me of honest things
Things that were daring, things that were clean
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean
So I hid my soiled hands behind my back
Somewhere along the line I must've gone off track with you
Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody who gave a damn, somebody more like myself
These foolish games are tearing me apart
You're tearing me, tearing me, tearing me apart
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
You took off your coat and stood in the rain
You were always crazy like that
Cravings, casted aside
With this persistent craving to party and unwind tonight. I really wish I have the free time to play and sleep for hours till afternoon. Unfortunately, time is against me this week.
So, to butter my soul up, I decided to give myself a breather by doing some of those cute quizzes online. It was fun - reminds me of the secondary sch days when I had a lot of free time to do such surfings and about the times when the
"gang" blog a lot.
I am too greedy for comfort. I need a better unwinding activity than just surfing. Yet for now, I've to set things straight and get back to work.
Meeting early in the morning and loads of important stuffs coming up this week. Test, presentations, annual general meeting..
Oh man.. the scintilating lights of the big city! To love it and hate it!
And here's a lil something from one of the quizzes I did earlier :)| You Are A Blueberry Martini |
 You are a eclectic drink - liking to change drinks and venues often. You are usually the first of your friends to find a cool new dive bar or cocktail. You should never: Drink mystery drinks strangers hand you. Unless you want to wind up in foreign country. Your ideal party: Is mobile, hopping from party to party. Your drinking soulmates: Those with an Orange Martini personality. Your drinking rivals: Those with a Chocolate Martini personality. |
So do you have Orange Martini's personality?
Mathematics for Genius
As I carefully work my way through my homework
last night,
this morning,
this afternoon as well as
tonight (Yes I took THAT long), I can't help but wonder.
Wonder who on earth thought putting maths and econs together would be a good idea. It's really boring and difficult. Economics was the best subject in the world, until maths decided to sneak in.
This MFE (maths for econs) thing is really not for me. Think I'll burn tons of time just to do the homework and consulting for help, cause I am just not genius enough.
Nonetheless I've managed to crawl through every question and did a pretty piece of work. I've actually completed a hideous piece of assigment!
To think I thought FA(Financial Accounting) was a fuss, MFE is driving me to hell >.<
God save us all.
Anniversary - The two of us
It's been a year. A whole of tears, sweat, anger, exasperation and happiness. I've never been the sort who can actually settle down, or so I thought. Apparently, relationship is
really about self-discovery.
You've been a great friend, teacher, lover, boyfriend and so much more. You've made me happy over the highest mountains
and drove me way up the wall. You've made me "screamed" at you, at the same time, realised how much I love you.
It's been a great year. Despite how many times we made each other cried and let each other down. Not forgetting, the many times which we wanted to give up? Didn't we? It's been a tough journey for us. Thanks for sharing this part of my life and continuing to do so with each passing day.
The very first
School has started for me all over. It'd been such a nerve-wrecking-ly long break since I start making use of my brain and socialising much. Despite the stress so far, I really love being a student again. The perks you get, the new friends you get to make, it's like entering a whole new realm again. As of now I am enjoying my moments and I intend to continue doing so!
Yet with a jolt of hard reality, it's going to be Monday all over again. And this week's schedule is just about as unkind as the last. Till again, when I finally can sit down in peace with a cup of fruit tea and clear my mind.
